trach you are a crazy woman and I love you. I'm don't have anything fun to tell you. I am so devastated. Today was the first time I left the tiny cabin since I came back from Alaska one week ago. And I only did it because I needed to go to the laundromat. So for a few hours, I was distracted. then once back here, the sadness returned. This ache is so deep, I've never experienced anything like it. this is just so horrible. Thank you for asking.