Wow thanks guys! I appreciate the support! I'll make sure to hang around here you guys seem like a bunch of good influences
. I have planned out the next few months, and my triggers seem to be around social gatherings where there's a big **** up happening. My plan is to avoid these gatherings and let the hosts know my current situation, I have to be honest with them and myself. I have said in the past "I'll just go and have a few" well that never works out and I say that I'll do that next time.