Cr, I am just like you. I just bought a new battery powered drill, as every home needs one. I have moved all the shelves in the bedrooms. I have furnished most of my house with furniture from house sales and the good will. I will be ok, as you have been.
I still morn the loss of my "old" husband. I miss just having him have my back (only in a major emergency) as he was at the bar when my car died and I needed a jump 8 months ago anyway. But I got help myself and jumped the car. I know that I will be ok but still miss him. I guess in time I will feel differently.
I did what I had to do. Nothing was changing and I cried daily. Will see how rough it will be around the holidays. I am a little frightened about that, but I can only worry about today. All I know is that I didn't cry today.