I am sorry for your struggle. But you have and had great advice from great folks.
Calling the proverbial wolf, at some point will end up with the same results as the story.
You appear to want help yet keep struggling not to jump for it.
Man you are worth it, your daughter is, but fighting on the chicken side will get you no where. A big fight requires YOU. Now chin up, and fight, no long post, just bleed this out man.
I am available, pm me