I'm so sorry to hear this! Getting back up and getting sober is more difficult then staying sober on a Friday. Dump out what you have, and just keep repeating ....Nothing good comes from alcohol! I don't need alcohol to live.
"it feels nice right now, but I'll regret it"- that is your AV mocking you for winning the battle the night before, fight back and win tonight
Good luck. I'll be looking for your day #2 post tomorrow am