drinking tonight, on day 11
Today was sober day 11 for me, and I am drinking tonight. I fought the urge last night, but I gave in tonight. I am drinking Captain Morgan and diet coke mixed drinks. My favorite. It feels nice now, but I will regret it. I know I messed up. I have to start over from day 1 now. It is not going to be worth it. 11 days is the longest I have gone sober in longer then I can even remember. But I messed it up tonight. One day I hope I stop for good.