Amotivational Syndrome
Anybody here experience amotivational syndrome-like symptoms?
For me, I used to spend my time while drinking dicking around and wasting my time. I never thought there was anything wrong with it. I mean, it was ok to waste my time as a kid, so why not as an adult, too?
Now that I've quit, I see how far other people have gone in terms of building up their skills and making friends and other stuff that I haven't been doing. It feels like I've done bloody ****** up.
I feel that I've ruined my brain with alcohol. I'll never go back to drinking, there's no doubt about that. But will I ever fully recover? I'm only 22. I hope I didn't screw up my brain. I need it for the work I'm set to do (Engineering)