Hi Rocksea,
I'm with Helpimalive on this one. If we are truly honest with ourselves, do we ever just want 1 drink? One thing that keeps me sober is this -- when I crave or romance the idea of having drink, I get honest. Do I really want to be a "normie" and have just that 1-2 drinks? Honestly, do I really want that? The answer is always a resounding NO -- I want to get drunk and check out. That's what I did for many many years. Looking at it honestly gives me the perspective I need. I can't have 1 drink, there's no point in it. I want to drink to oblivion. It is what it is. It's truth on how I want to drink. I can't have just 1, period.
All the best,
Methodman