Dear SR Friends and Family,
I've been thinking about how the addicted persons brain works...do opiates take away
any positive emotion that could be left? Any comfort left up there?
All the many months and years I have been in denial, or been judged...
Or when they would cry out from the evils of withdrawal, not understanding
why they hurt so bad?
So I think of those lost days, the time and effort that went on deaf ears,
they don't even remember what happened and what
kind of damage this brain disease caused our family. The family is now broken.
If it wasn't for the kind members of SR, my meetings and my
understanding of this disease, I would no
doubt stand alone in this painful mess, a mess that used to be a family.
Today I got my divorce papers. Should I be surprised?
I'm not surprised my marriage did not survive.
TF