Well done, MiniBK. I knew alcohol was making me miserable and slowly destroying my life in many different ways, but it wasn't until I framed the situation in a positive way just like you did, MiniBK, that I was able to make that leap of faith I needed. I finally understood what I could have if I quit drinking, what I would have when I quit drinking. Door #1 or Door #2. They were both there, and I needed to choose. I needed to choose between that life of misery, and a life of peace, calm and my own share of happiness. I made my choice, and quit drinking for good. I recommend it.