I am sitting in church right now crying because I cannot even here the pastor speak because of my hearing. I know this has nothing to do with separated AH, but it is just so isolating when I cannot engage socially. I tried to get out and take DD6 to movie thinking I could hear since it would be loud but there was a lot of dialogue so I could not hear.
Meanwhile, separated AH just goes on, unscathed. This is the part I still struggle with. If he was the partner I needed, I could have him with me to support me through this time. Instead he is circling the drain of his addiction with his enabling gf.
I know I am doing all the right things. I just have sad moments like tonight. Bare with me. It will pass I am sure. Meanwhile, just needed to vent.
I have another ear surgery scheduled for Nov 21st so hopefully that will improve things drastically.