yeah Ive found i have a VERY SHORT MEMORY!. what gets me through situation B today I might totally forget tommorrow. I learned I had to constantly remind myself of the things that work and keep me happy. I had to instill actual good habits and such. I still forget too and let life get the best of me from time to time but thats just life.
on-going process that never really ends..
Yeah if the process ever really ends I wouldnt know. I'm ok tho if it doesnt thats fine. I'm accepting of the situation.