I would have replied sooner but I was out running my chainsaw and cut into my femoral artery, but I'm going to wait til tomorrow to go to the e.r. Even though things could get worse and this could kill me.
I personally think you are detached from reality( read insane) for thinking about a date to quit and preparing for. It. What does that involve?
So many times I was quitting tomorrow. That went on for many years and my emotional and mental state got worse and worse as the disease of alcoholism progressed to the point that I wanted to die.
I hope and pray ya get serious about this. Many Y.E.T.s that could happen if ya wait any longer.