Originally Posted by
biminiblue 
If you don't drink anymore, you don't drink anymore.
There are no "reasons" to drink; just the rationalizing of an addiction.
Thanks for your feedback. Intellectually I know that there is no reason to drink. But this is the first time I have realized that my AV was speaking to me. Before I joined this site, I never realized that your mind can play tricks on you like that.