recently, a friend asked if i crave a beer when i see them around at a get together. after thinking, i said no. dont want a beer. i crave 8 beers. one would just **** me off.
thats why the moderation thing is off the table for me. i know i have done that on occasion in my pre-recovery life. but, it was always with effort and a desire for more. usually, i made up for what i "missed out on" at the next go.
so yeah, guess im a pickle. -mmmm. pickles.....LOL! hungry again!