Thanks again everyone for your kind words and support. It was just what I needed to get my momentum going again. I have to go teach several English lessons right now, but when I return this evening I am going to call the number. I am then going to "go" to the online meeting. Then, and this is the part I can't wait for… I'm going to take a long, hot bath with a cup of detox tea. I'm going to do a facial mask and then put lotion on, put olive oil in my hair and sleep with it on. I like to get caught up in self care in these tough moments.
I'm really trying folks, I really am. Looking in from the outside I see myself as a baby having a temper tantrum, I know I seem that way. But I am giving this all I've got. I hope this is the last time I go through this.
Alright off to see this group of three 5 year old boys…. totally awesome with a hangover…..:p