I just came home from meeting #2 today
I am still a little sick from detoxing from the three pints of vodka I drank yesterday. I never have to feel this way again. I now like to go to an AA meeting. I have surrendered. This disease wants me dead. I know that more than ever today. AA and this forum are my sword and shield. I cannot fight this without this defense. I have tried and failed hundreds of times. I am sober today not because I did it my way.