i totaly agree once i gave up trying to understand it all and i just came to accept i then found freedom in my mind
there is a guy who has been around aa a lot longer than me but i so laugh at his shares as he gets lost in trying to express himself and its clear he is always looking for answers for everything
for example if something is colored green then he wants to know why its green, why isnt it red ? lol
like i say it makes me laugh only because it shows me just how i was myself with always wanting to know how it worked or why something was the way it was
today i accept if something is colored green then its green