Hello everyone,
My session today was at about an 7.5 out of 10 pain wise, but I can't get rid of this chronic headache and I feel totally wiped, hard to move to think, and mood no better, so should I abandon this treatment? I feel numb, flat, no desire no passion no motivation nothing lifts me even for a moment and I'm dragging myself from one minute to the next.
Very low and feel like I will be regarded as the dreaded difficult patient if I quit now.
Honestly, I know drinking won't help, but truly this is worse than I've ever, ever felt when drinking. It's like the worst punishment. I'm very weary. Thanks for just letting me say this.
I will see what tomorrow brings and I will not drink.
Thanks.