Felicia, it's good you are angry! That is a normal reaction to being treated badly. You do not deserve bad treatment. Take the time you need to be angry, to grieve. Just keep in mind you will NOT stay in anger and in grief. Time heals. Take some time and treat yourself well, like Alaska said.
His words "don't waste your time on me" are good advice.
All the things you want to share you can share here, and you can share them with those who are willing and able to share life with you. Sadly, this man is not in that group.