Hi Ariel well done on finding us welcome to SR
When i finally realised i was alcoholic it took me 3 months of trying to get sober i kept building up time
1 day, 3, 5, 8,18 days i kept landing on my tush and eventually one saturday morning at 5am i decided i had enough i went through WD and it was im gonna drink im not gonna drink over and over it was horrible fighting and then once the worst was over i kept my head down and the sober days started to flourish
i broke my 18 day record that i set in them 3 months and im still going im 11 days away from 16 months sober
i say sometimes i compare my sobriety to the film cast away tom hanks cant get over that wave and has to work and improve himself to get over that wave and with time he does just that the end of the film is awesome where hes at the crossroads