Fell off the wagon in a major way, met a woman on a bus and she wanted me to meet her in a pub, I felt too shy to go sober so I stupidly threw away my sobriety and couldn't stop for a week. Spent most of week with her but now she's told me that she's back with her ex and I feel like a fool, its so hard to stay stopped that its heart breaking. My ex has also told me she's met someone else so Im struggling to cope. One drink and I can't stop, WHEN will I learn?