Psalms 34:18; 9:9;119:50
Matthew 11:25-30
Matthew 5:4
Eccliastes 3:1-8
2 Cor 1:3-4
How To stop the tears: I think at this time it would be wise to let them happen. Feel
the grief. Go through it.
Raider I'm praying for you and hope you look into some support either from an online grief forum or even from your church. It helped me tremendously to be with/ hear from people going through it or who had gone through it.
Have a friend that, after my mom died, found out she was her mothers caregiver for a very long time as was I. Pretty wild how I would talk to her about stuff that was buggerin me up through the grieving process- the stuff going on in my melon- and she would share experiences of her grieving process with almost identical thinking.
Wild thing? Just hearing someone who had experienced similar stuff helped ease the pain.