Out of ideas
Hi everyone. I don't want to be here. I never thought I would be here. If you told me 10 years ago that I'd be here I'd laugh.
But I'm out of ideas and starting to worry. I've been drinking pretty heavy for about 5 years now. It all started innocent enough but this past year it's been getting out of hand and I feel it's even starting to effect my health.
I'm not sure I'll be able to do this on my own so I thought I'd come here at least as a start.