I am with you on wanting a boyfriend. In January I joined one of the sites for a year. Then met XABF, through my hairdresser. He and I were on and off for 8 months until last month.
I've been heartbroken but not destroyed. I am giving myself time to grieve and going to Al-anon. I have not given up hope to find the right man for me.
Fez, you are strong and resilient. Let us know how things proceed.
My eyes and heart will not be fooled again. I will proceed with caution, an open heart and humor.