No rest. I'm terrified he will come back. Waiting to talk to his sister again. Just lost and don't know what to do. I know he's doing it to hisself but if he goes to jail he will just be bailed out and then what?!?! How mad will he be then? If he would sober up a little he would calm down. I think I'm going to have to break NC and try to calm him down. He's out of control.