I guess I'm doing this backward but I would like to join this class just under the wire. I lurk here and there but have been hesitant join because I have joined quite a few monthly classes and never made it. I still check in with some if my old classes and some I stuck with for quite a few months. It's so helpful have a place to check in and share with others who are at a similar point in sobriety. I just couldn't bear failing before the month was even over or soon thereafter- that seems to be my pattern - and I know how hard those early days can be.
Today is 12 days for me. I've been back and forth with this and I'm just so tired of the cycle. I love the changes in me and my life when I remove alcohol from it. But yet somehow that pull to drink again is there, way more often than I like! You guys seem like a great group and I'm looking forward to getting to know you and helping each other.