Need help
I'll keep it short. This app just deleted a book I just wrote explaining myself drinking since 14. Progressed, now 30 years old. Can drink a pint of vodka a night. Didn't start getting bad withdrawl till this past year. Went to a detox. Was sober for a month. Then got **** slammed on my b day and have been drinking for a week straight now. Lost my girl, lost my job. Scared ******** of withdrawal and don't want to go back to detox because of stupid pride. Trying to wheen myself down and doing a **** poor job. Just looking for a little advice