Dear Dee: I'm realizing that a lot of my internal turmoil is directly related to my expectations of others. One of my favorite thing here is reading what people quote and the Zen proverb "let go or be dragged" really needs to be applied here. This job is just a stepping stone in my career and to be honest I do have a sweet deal and I do enjoy it...
When I was young I really made fun of clichés but as I get older I realize that the majority are true or meaningful. Let it be... Time flies... Etc.
I have told a lot of people that I have quit drinking. I even told my coworker I wish I could have a martini... Now I'm regretting I'm regretting saying that but again... Foot in mouth. When will I learn...