Josharon, thanks for your post, this is exactly why I'm scared. It is so easy to fall right back into the old way and after 2+ weeks and feeling great I don't want to lose that. I came to SR about 4 weeks ago and have really just be reading (I started to blog my progress also) but now I need to step it up and post more and get/give feedback I hoping it helps so I can get many more days sober.