Hi Briar. I care! A day late, but I read your posts yesterday and they stuck with me. I didn't have the time or energy to respond then, but I want you to know that I said a prayer for you last night and hoped that you'd make it through and feel better. I'm sorry you relapsed and felt awful, but I remember your earlier topic about "what would we do now, AV". Very clever and very true. Reread your posts. Now your addiction started raging again and feeding you nonsense, but you can fight it back. And anytime you feel weak, you should know there's a real person out there that cares whether you make it. Melki cares, and many other people here care. Feel free to send me a private message anytime, it is never a bother. Post as much as you want, do whatever you need to do to fight it back. You can do it, and we care!
