Why do we miss them? I have been through the ringer with my EXBF for so long, and a little over a month ago, I basically went NC. It never ceases to amaze me just how low he will sink when consumed by his addiction. It actually makes me feel sick to my stomach remembering some of the things he has done. So why do I still miss him? Why am I jealous of his new AGF?
I feel like my mind is playing tricks on me. I am moving forward in my life and focusing on myself and my future. And there are many days when the thought of him disgusts me, but then I have a day like today, where I just want to hear his voice. I guess just needed to vent my frustrations. I won't give in to these feelings bc I know exactly what would happen, I just feel heartbroken.
