I really don't understand how he can walk away and ignore me as I didn't or don't matter and maybe I dont and never did. I haven't contacted him in 2 weeks and I haven't heard a word from him.
I feel so rejected for what he'd rather have drink what does that say about me?? I know addiction is t personal but it really feels like it is. I'm reading everything I can and I still don't understand how he can treat me this way. I honestly believe that if I hadn't questioned him the last 7 months I would t have heard from him and when I did see him he couldn't look at me.
I can't to this anymore I haves few good days then bang I can't stop crying.
I know I keep focusing on this and I am sorry I keep torturing you all with it all.