Newbie
Well I guess this where my new start begins. I'll start by saying I'm a cocaine addicted alcoholic and have been trying to fight it for a couple years. I've come to realize that I can't do it anymore I have to small children and I feel like I'm letting them down constantly when I go into a bender mode. So my main issue is when I hit about 4 weeks sober I have so many voices in my head making me feel like it's ok to have a drink so I do and I'm ok for a few times but as you all know it's never enough and I find myself planning and lying and scheming to go on a bender. So I guess what I'm hoping to get out if this is when I have these urges I can come here and talk about what I'm feeling like. Thx for whoever reads this