I had about 25 days...key word is "had"
Hello SR family:
Just wanted to come clean and say that I had about 25 days. I had a slip up over the last weekend. Nothing major but any is too much for me. I have not drank since.
In the past, I would write and wallow in self pity, but through this process and bouts with sobriety the way my mind works has changed. I have a humble confidence that I am going to beat this.
I have had to make some major adjustments. Some life long friends are out of the picture. I wont lie, I miss them. No more wing nights. Guys at work wonder why I don't go out anymore. My garage fridge is filled with water and diet dew and is void of brew.
The flip side you ask? No more lying about missing money. No more trivial fights with my wife. Actually following through with commitments with my children. Mornings are righteous!! No more bloat. Did I mention the sleep...ahhh...the sleep.
Thanks for listening SR and most importantly thanks for having my back through this journey.