I had no faith in myself when I came here Briar - and if I'm honest not for a long time after either...but I did have faith and trust in the community here when they said everything would be ok if I stuck to the recovery path I was on.
They were right
To sit here and have bad days and not panic... knowing it'll be ok, to truly feel happy and at peace...with no sign of self hatred...those things are miracles to me.
But they're real, they happen - I promise
Stick with us, ok?
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