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Are you still drunk? Because the above sounds like you are minimising your part in it.

The only way to stop drinking on day 4, is to not drink on day 4.

I used to drink on every day that ended in a "y". I had to change that, not just poke my finger at alcohol and call it the devil.

This is a fight Serenidad. It's not easy, not by a long shot, but only you can protect yourself.