Early in my recovery not only could I not appreciate the importance of time and space, but I beat myself up.....especially about time.
Why had I waited so long? Why was I not over this? Why was it so painful? How come I could not do it differently?
I used time especially as a weapon against my fave target, myself.
That is what is so hard for me to read when we have new people posting. They are in an untenable situation, and then heaping more angst on themselves. That is hard to read because I can so relate.
Great post, thanks.