Yes - 100% Purp.
He desperately wants me to be sober and go to meetings.
He used to be a "normal drinker" but he told me that even the sight of alcohol now "disgusts him" because he's seen it destroying me.
It's an inconvenient time for this trip considering I just relapsed and everything is scaring me, but at the same time I'm really committed to going to meetings, even every single day of the trip. And at least I'm with my fiance so I'm safe in my company.