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Wastinglife I had to sneak off at lunch each day to dingy dive bars for a couple pints just to stop my hands from shaking. I would turn down lunch invitations from co-workers and head off on my own. They always wondered where I disappeared to. I was terrified my charade would collapse at any moment.
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Whoa...wastinglife you just described how I was everyday about 2 years ago.
I relate to ALL of what you post here...check that I lived it! 100%
Scary days...thanks for the reminder...oh how things used to be.