Originally Posted by
Dee74 
I make it a rule not to ask questions I may not like the answer to, Serenidad
Stats means nothing really...honestly. It's down to us and how much effort we put in. If you want to stay sober you will - you need to challenge that fear tho - that despair that makes you say eff it, it's too hard. It is hard but it's not too hard - there's thousands of people here whose stories prove that to you Serenidad
you can do this
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Thanks Dee. I'm ready to go to a meeting tonight and finally humble myself and tell everyone I relapsed. It's gonna suck but I don't want to die! I need help. I am going to go to the meeting tonight and ask for help and try to get lots of phone numbers. We are only as sick as our secrets, right? If people laugh at me or insult me because I'm human and failed....screw them! This is MY life! Thx for the continued support! I WILL do this!
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