I make it a rule not to ask questions I may not like the answer to, Serenidad
Stats means nothing really...honestly.
It's down to us and how much effort we put in.
If you want to stay sober you will - you need to challenge that fear tho - that despair that makes you say eff it, it's too hard.
It is hard but it's not too hard - there's thousands of people here whose stories prove that to you Serenidad
you can do this
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