doyoureallycare2......LOL!...I have to think that your forum "name" has a l ot of symbolic meaning for you...?
We humans have a great deal of difficulty accepting the broken bonds that happen when any relationship that we have invested ourselves into are broken. Ironically, "bad" relationships can hurt as much as the loss of a good one.....!
Actually, we can even miss our enemies when they are gone....LOL! We miss what we have grown used to and what we are familiar with.
You do seem to be clear that this relationship is not good for you. This tells me that you will get through this.
Remember that it is short-term pain for the long-term gain!!
dandylion