((((Lori))))) I'm sorry it's not getting better for you. It did for me. I did have to be drug throught the flaming circle of nine kinds of hell but I do feel better. It is very. Very rare that wanting a drink hits me. Life still happens around me, I still have bad days. I still have times I want to go screaming down the middle of the street. There are times I want to smack the moronica off a co worker.
But I don't. The feeling passes. I don't even need to close my third eye. It passes.
I have to get ready for work. I'll be back if I can find time. (might be able to, my flight home is running late but no one official has advised me to go back to bed. LOL )
Love from Lenina
PS. Cow, the Kardashisans are a vivd reminder of everything I do not want to be. I suspect they would break me down....did I just mention moronica? XXOO