Hey there buddy. I'm actually kinda glad you are in shock. Numb. You could use a break from the never ending emotional and physical pain you battle constantly. So I'm grateful for a little repreive for you. Is that wrong ?
I usually meditate in the morning. Today I wasn't feeling it so rather then getting Zen, I pulled a Tarot card. I pulled The Tower. [Cue scary music].
And sure as sh1t, it was a straight on Tower kinda day.
I'll spare you all the gorey details, but let's just say it included family members suing one another over a fall, wrong product being shipped overseas at my company, a pending surgery for a loved one, a knock down drag out with my daughter over her college essay that is making her sound unstable and serial killer like, and slipping in dog vomit.
Copious amounts of dog vomit.
I shoulda meditated.