Originally Posted by
Needtoheal 
Honestly, the thought of going to a meeting makes me just want to pick up again...and that's not good because there's still some alcohol in the house.
Listen.... you asked for help.
You said in your post "NEED HELP TO GET OUT OF A RELAPSE".
So here it is;
step one - pour out that alcohol that is in the house
step two - look up the next available meeting
step three - call your sponsor (this can be put ahead of step one or two)
step four - get to the meeting
step five - work the steps
I hope you won't take this as not being supportive, but what I'm reading in your words above is "I don't WANT to get out of this relapse". If you really want to get out of it - then pick up the phone, find out the meeting time, and start getting out of it.
We're here to help too, but your post tells me you're gonna need more than an Internet forum.
Help is there.... you're reading it, it's reaching out to you. Through this forum, through my words, through your sponsor and AA friends' encouragement.
It's your move.