Enfinthechange
Yeah, just having a little doesn't work for me either. I'll have that and then want a boatload. Because I drank to get drunk. There was no other reason to do it. Your AV will tell you otherwise but you both know what will happen. Because you drink to get drunk.
That's a really good idea to involve others in your goal. It helps when the going gets tough and makes it more real to you.
Just remember one thing. No matter how many times you have to start over, Never Quit Quitting!