making ammends?
so in the course of discusing something else with my wife she mentioned that she does believe one of the steps is to make ammends isnt it? (for the record she was not holding it over my head) I replied yes and its unforgiveable what i did it was awful and sadly I'd probably not tolerate the same from someone else. As i broke down in tears. she said yeah you probably wouldnt and wanted to discuss it futher and I said enough I dont want to discuss this. its just simply too painful my kids where also present.
I probably screwed this up talk about feeling ashamed. i feel like a bum and while i do want to make ammends at 3+ years sobriety I have not and thats pathetic and i know it. Let the mud fly *sigh*