So today I am going to my 2nd f2f naranon meeting...it has been a stressful week...way more than just continuing detachment from AD (she went NC and I had to accept it because I was so stressed and weak and sick...and so I take one minute/one step at a time), continuing stress and financial/emotional issues coming to light from the battles of the past 5 years and just needing to turn each thing...no matter how overwhelming it is over and just take my steps. I am grateful I finally overcame resistance to going to a f2f meeting...I am grateful it was the right group for me...I am grateful for my ESH book and I am grateful that I want to go tonight. Just for today, this is enough.