I am reading this book, title in bold red, it has helped me enormously.
A Return to Love: Reflections on the Principles of "A Course in Miracles" ― Marianne Williamson
A small quote from the book.
"Love is the essential existential fact. It is our ultimate reality and our purpose on earth. To be consciously aware of it, to experience love in ourselves and others, is the meaning of life.”
And to your question "Does anyone else have these issues?" ...... Oh my yes ... I certainly do.